Today sucks!
And if you think about it, no other girl would have stuck with you through this. Yeah you stick with me thru my bullshit, but still.
I don’t want to but I just can’t take this anymore. We aren’t having a future together if this is what you continue to do with your life. I’m done telling you everyday to do something with yourself. No girl wants to be with a guy who does nothing but smoke weed, & sit around and dont do shit. I’ve been patient with this & if you know me I’m not patient whatsoever. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I don’t know if I should hold on to something that is holding me back from my dreams & goals. I’ve tried to do together. I want to go to college with u but your not trying to better yourself. I’ve tried to give you a better mindset but it doesn’t seem to work. I’ve tried every power I have to help you, & your not even helping yourself. I’m trying everything I can to hold this together cos I know you only have me & you always will but my future is going to start soon. I want a future with you, but I don’t want to have a future where I struggle & stress like Iam now. I deserve better, I deserve to be successful cos I’ve fucked up in so many ways. I want to be successfull with you but you don’t want to try. I don’t know where I’m at in life but highschool is going to end for me really soon & I’m going to continue on to school in a way that’ll benefit me. I’m going to continue with or without you. I just want you here on this dream I’m having. A successful, stress free, & a life where I don’t want to struggle to pay bills like I see nowadays. I just don’t know where your mind is set.
